It has been a rough week for us and last weekend was uneventful. We planned couch play with vibrating
butt plugs and me watching Her masturbate with Her new rechargeable magic wand, but on Sunday
after I finished my chores and we grocery shopped, we were tired from a long work week, so we crashed
on the couch. Monday was Her birthday and although we planned to have a sex room scene like we
have had every weekend for months, we went out to breakfast, went for a walk through a local park
garden, and spent some time at the beach. I tweaked my knee, so I wasn’t up to anything sexually
aggressive anyway and by the time we got home, we just needed to relax.
The week has been uneventful too. My Princess has been sick and not sleeping well, so She has not
been interested in pampering or play. Only one day was I encouraged to self-play which I did the usual. I
edged on the couch, self-spanked, and then fucked myself in the shower with my favorite dildo. I did
also edge in the shower on both Friday and Saturday morning which I hid from Her and I’m not sure why.
I’ve journaled before about how open and how much closer I felt to Her when I stopped doing things to
myself without Her knowledge and instead got Her approval in advance. Even better, Her telling me to
do things creates an even stronger connection and justifies my desires and fetishes by the most
important person in the world to me. Maybe, subconsciously, I kept this from Her because I knew She
was feeling sick and I shouldn’t be seeking pleasure when She feels bad? Not sure, but it is probably
worth discussing with Her this weekend.
Dependent on the way She feels, this weekend might just be a get healthy and relax weekend. If She is
up to it, I would like to talk about sparking our FLR a bit as we have let some of the tenants of our
dynamic slip. Maybe even get caught up on the punishments that She owes me.
This week’s journal topic will be a continuation of some of our rituals and protocols discussions and
specifically on me drinking Her pee. It is funny to me, but I do not have a pee fetish. In fact, the idea of
drinking anyone else’s urine, or being peed on by anyone else is a little gross to me. I have a Princess
fetish and I relish the idea of absorbing everything that She has to offer. I’m not even sure how this ritual
started, but I have wanted Her to pee on me and I’ve wanted to use Her pee as an enema for many years
(we’ve still not fulfilled either of those fantasies). However, I routinely drink Her pee and suck the pee
from panties that She leaves for me.
Where At some point in the past few months, we started this and as I said, I’m not sure how, but I love it when
I’m rewarded with either wet panties, a cup full of Her pee, or both. We have a small wooden shelving
unit in the toilet closet, directly in front of the toilet that we use for towels and toilet paper storage.
Always, on one shelf is a small plastic bowl and a plastic cup. Often as a surprise, I’ll sit on the toilet and
find wet panties in the bowl and/or the cup full of Her pee. At times, She will announce to me after
using the bathroom that She has left a “cocktail” for me. My Princess is the mother of three and often
after childbirth, women start to have trouble making it to the restroom on time. So naturally, on
occasion the panties are an accident, but other times She purposely wets them and fills the cup for me
to find.
When I find these things, I waste no time sucking down the pee as it drips down my chin and sucking as
much of Her moisture from the wet panties. I also keep the panties in the bowl and continue to suck
them until they dry. Even after they dry, I keep them so that I can smell Her scent until that too
dissipates.
The flavor varies from day to day and the time of the day. Morning pee is always the strongest and most
flavorful and is usually darker, but the best flavor pee is after She has had a couple glasses of wine at the
end of the day. Pee is mostly water (about 95%) and the rest is made up of things like uric acid,
creatinine, sodium, ammonium, phosphate, sulfate, potassium, nitrogen and phosphorus. The flavor can
vary too but is always a bit salty and metallic with a slight sweetness. After drinking, I have Her taste on
my tongue sometimes for hours and I cherish that too.
As I mentioned, I never thought this would be one of our things, but it has become an incredibly fun
ritual for us and I look forward to my next Princess cocktail
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