It has certainly been a while since my last journal entry and unfortunately our FLR has been on hold for some time. It’s hard to explain why we took a break, but it started with my Princess being sick and then my knee arthritis flared up which made it hard for me to do my chores. Regardless, I miss it now and will discuss reengaging with Her this weekend. When we were focused on the dynamic, I felt more connected to Her and completely open and useful. I also enjoyed the accountability and even when I broke rules or mistreated Her, I knew the result of that transgression, usually punishment, was deserved and helped us maintain a different level of closeness in our relationship. There is something finite about being paddled until sore by Her, then apologizing and hugging with forgiveness. I’ve journaled before that the feeling is cathartic, relieving and puts closure on a rift in our partnership, and I think we are lacking without the dynamic. With that said, I am hopeful that we can have our normal Sunday morning discussion and agree upon how we reengage the dynamic.
The good news is that even though we haven’t been as sexually prolific as we were before this break, we are still having lots of fun. This past weekend was no exception which ended with a fantastic Monday afternoon fuck fest. It started for me on Sunday with a goal of wearing a rather large new butt plug (pictured) which is 7 inches long and 2.5 inches in diameter. To wear that comfortably for any period, I have to stretch out to accept it. So, I started in the morning with a medium plug and then after an hour or two, I would change out to a bigger plug. I went through four sized plugs of increasing diameter before I was able to push in the new beast. The stretch was amazing, and my hole wrapped snuggly around the girthy neck while the full length filled my rectum. The experience was a blast and certainly built some sexual anticipation for Monday.
Monday certainly didn’t disappoint either. We started as we usually do; I gave myself a very large volume enema (a gallon and a half) and thoroughly cleaned out. She gave me a maintenance spanking which really hurt. I think I’m out of practice and need to re-build my tolerance level. We then sipped wine while watching TV and having vibrating butt plugs in our asses and She had several vibrators to play with on Her pussy. When we eventually retired to our sex room, I was more than ready and as usual, She gave me the “full treatment” first. Dildos in my ass, a huge zucchini which turned out to be too big, squirting anal orgasms, then fisting with Her entire arm deep inside me. Once I was able to regain my composure and stand up. It was Her turn and as usual, I got to watch as She quivered with multiple orgasms as I pounded away at Her pussy and asshole with fingers and toys, and She rubbed Her clit with the Magic Wand.
It will come as no surprise to anyone who reads my journal that I love fucking Her ass. I’ve loved it forever and there was a time when She allowed me to have anal sex with Her because I liked it, but I know it wasn’t Her favorite and often She wasn’t interested. But now that we are loosening Her hole up with the vibrating butt plug (we actually sized up this week too), Her hole is loose and soft and for me, and I imagine for Her the experience is much better. This week was no different, but we changed up the position. I usually fuck Her ass with Her bent over the bed so I can pull Her hair, but this week, I fucked Her while She laid on Her back with Her legs spread and it was epic. Not only was it easier to penetrate deeply, but I could watch Her face as I stroked in and out and She rubbed Her clit with the Magic Wand. She moaned and squealed in ecstasy until I pulled out and came on Her. Another incredible sexual adventure.
My needy hole wasn’t done after Monday. All day Tuesday at work I replayed the experience in my mind and needed to play more when I got home. More than anything else, I wanted another crack at the monstrous zucchini. After my Princess retired, I slipped into the sex room and was discouraged to not find the zucchini which I think She had thrown away. Regardless, I had another amazing ass fucking session with a bunch of huge dildos. I finished by lodging a huge toy in my ass and sitting on the couch until bed before I removed it. By Wednesday morning, my worked over hole was a bit sore, but in a really good way!
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