I’ll start by just covering off on some of our activities last week before diving into certain elements of our FLR and D/s. As I mentioned in my last entry, our focus of late regarding the dynamic is for me to learn how to be a better sub for Her by being more respectful and obedient, by finding more ways to offer true acts of service and gift giving, and by helping Her learn to be Dominant in every aspect of our lives including the bedroom. I made a comprehensive list of BDSM acts that I give Her consent to perform on me including a rating system that describes how important they are. I also included every soft and hard limit act too so that there is no ambiguity about what I consent too. Although, She has a pretty good idea of my fetishes, kinks, likes and dislikes, we’ve never gotten this detailed. I’ll figure out how to add it the website at some point, but we had a great discussion about the list and reviewed in full detail on Sunday and then watched some feminization porn before heading to the bedroom where She practiced CBT with e-stim on my balls and cock, clothespins, smacks and tugging, and sounding. As She sounded me and the e-stim was shocking my balls, I slowly jerked my cock on Her command and then She demanded that I cum. She removed the e-stim and I came in my hand. That was followed up with me licking Her pussy and using the magic wand on Her to multiple orgasms. We were plugged with vibrating butt plugs the entire time also. I certainly think She is starting to get the hang of this!
We had plans to play on Monday and got plugged and had a glass of wine, but my Princess was exhausted, so we decided to just relax. Having been plugged all day with a vibrating prostate massager, my asshole ached to be fucked, so I asked Her if I could retire to the sex room for self-play and She approved. The room was already set-up since we had planned a scene, so everything was ready for me and I jumped right in with several dildos of increasing size, until I had the fisting dildo (shaped like a fist and forearm) in my ass entirely. I fucked myself by pulling it all the way out, past the knuckles and then pushing it hard into me until it was completely inside me. Repeatedly, while waves of orgasmic spasms washed over my body causing me to squirt into the folded-up towel that I had placed under my cock. I pulled out the arm and wasn’t done. I sniffed the popper bottle, before pushing in the Tantus Fist Trainer which stretched me open to my maximum which is about 3.75” in diameter. The intensity of feeling that stretched is beyond words. After some play with that toy, I was done and cleaned myself up before returning to the living room to relax with my Princess. The next day, my hole was sore, but the soreness was wonderful.
Still a little sore today, that didn’t stop me from shower play this morning. I’ve discussed this previously, but I earn points for good behavior and for doing all my chores (I also lose points and get assigned punishment if I I’m bad) and I can ask to buy acts of service or pampering for my Princess or things like “edging”, “playtime alone”, “self-spanking” for myself. My Princess also assigns me rewards when I’m good. We use an app called “Obedience” to track my points, punishments, rewards, etc. This morning as She was leaving for work, my Princess told me that I could play in the shower. I hadn’t actually thought about that, but once She mentioned it, I immediately became horny for it. I edged a couple of times (I’m not allowed to orgasm without Her approval) and ate all the cum and pre-cum that dribbled from my ruined orgasm. I then got my favorite cock shaped dildo out and stuck it to the wall in the shower. This toy is my favorite because it’s 9 inches long, girthy and it gets girthier towards the tip which feels amazing (pictured). Once I showered, I soaped my fingers and the dildo well, then using my fingers, I soaped and opened my asshole, first with one finger, then two, then three and four. I turned with my back towards the wall/dildo bent over and backed my hole onto the dildo, letting out a huge sigh as it filled me and pushed itself into my sigmoid. I then rode the dildo, in and out, faster, and faster until it finally popped off the wall. I grabbed it and continued pounding, paying particular attention to rubbing my prostate hard as I pushed the toy in and out. Eventually, the head of cock was tingling, and I thought I might cum, so I stopped, removed the dildo, rinsed myself off, and finished getting ready for work. Such a great way to start the day!
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