I’ve not journaled in a while, mostly because we have been crazy busy at work, but also because we had to put down our 18- and 17-year-old chihuahuas at the same time and the loss hit my Princess and I hard. In addition to the love that we had for them and how important they were to us, they gave us a reason to go home and take care of them. Without them, we stayed at work instead and that time together at home was an opportunity for us to reconnect during the work week on our relationship.
I’ve learned an important lesson over the past few weeks. It takes hard work to maintain the dynamic consistently and constantly. The good news for us is the dynamic didn’t disappear over the last few weeks, it simply became less important as we dealt with other things. I still served Her as much as I could and most of the routines were kept. However, the punishments and rewards along with play during the week were non-existent. The good news is that even without the intensity of the daily dynamic, we had incredibly kinky and wild sex every weekend except one.
This past weekend we sat together for our weekly discussion and agreed to reinvigorate our focus on the dynamic and it started with a Monday maintenance spanking. As has become our routine, Mondays are kinky sex day. Like many Mondays, after my spanking, I took a deep cleansing enema, then showered where I used a shower nozzle to refill myself to assure that I was completely empty inside. I dressed for the day in my burgundy sun dress, pink bra, and knee-high socks, painted my nails baby blue, and then set-up our sex room for the play that we had planned later. By midafternoon, we were ready to begin and as has become our routine, I filled Her ass with a vibrating butt plug and Her pussy with a vibrating and massaging toy that is controlled by Her telephone. She filled my ass with a vibrating and thrusting remote controlled prostate massager. We turned the power on for all our devices and hobbled to the couch clenching the toys hard to keep them in while they rolled around inside us. Once firmly seated on the couch, the fun really began as we pushed buttons trying different speeds, rhythms and thrusts until our holes were completely relaxed and ready for play.
After a couple glasses of wine, we retired to the sex room and got busy. I turned on some tantric sex music to set the mood and climbed on the bed laying over our sex pillow wedge with my ass in the air and my hole exposed to Her. She fingered me first, lubing me up before inserting my favorite cock shaped dildo, pushing in all the way in, then all the way out, repeatedly until I began to spasm with full body waves of pleasure, and I began squirting uncontrollably. She moved up to a bigger toy that has a bulb that is 2.5 inches in diameter and went to town on my ass. This toy is from Tantus and it’s called “Fido” because the bulge makes it look like a dog penis (pictured). It’s thickness at the bulge opens feels incredible as it pushes through my hole and once, I’m stretched open to accept its size, She fucks the bulge in and out of me faster and faster and it causes immense pleasure. I routinely stretch myself or She stretches me open to receive toys much thicker and up to 3.25 inches in diameter, including Her fist and forearm, but 2.5 inches is my sweet spot. I enjoy that stretch the most.
Maybe because I hadn’t plugged all week or self-played all week, but my asshole was incredibly sensitive and after moving up one more size to an even bigger dildo, I was spent, and I tapped out. Even though we planned on moving up to Her fist and arm, my body was quivering with joy. I could barely stand, but managed to sit on a chair while She assumed a position on the bed. Over the next half an hour, I attached an automated nipple sucking machine to Her nipples, fucked Her asshole with my fingers opening Her up for a dildo, fucking Her pussy with another dildo and banged and rubbed the toy against Her clit. She was in ecstasy and demanded that I use a vibrator on Her clit. After using a vibrating cock ring for a bit, I moved up to the magic wand and watched as She came repeatedly. It was my turn to fuck Her and She turned over spread Her legs open so She could hold the magic wand on Her clit while I spread open Her ass cheeks and with one quick push, I was balls deep in Her ass. Because of the vibrating toy and me stretching Her earlier, I slid in easily and it wasn’t long before I came deep inside Her. Covered in lube, squirt, and cum, we were both exhausted. All we could do was return to the TV and sit together basking in our orgasmic glory.
I love how She has embraced Her lead role in the bedroom and demands that I do things to Her that She wants, needs. She has become an orgasmic animal with sexual confidence that wasn’t part of who we were until very recently. Not only does She own my orgasm, but She also now owns Her's and is no longer hoping I push the right buttons to get Her there, but instead giving me instructions and demands. It has been amazing to watch this transformation. Her sexual confidence is intoxicating and watching Her achieve mind blowing sensations like I have for years, is a joyride I’ll cherish forever. I can’t wait to see where we go together next.
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Great read!