Again, a bit of a lost weekend that didn’t include sex. I was a bit disappointed about that on Tuesday, but I still had fun with my Princess. On Sunday, She allowed me to have some alone play time and then She fisted me and I had a blast. The alone time was as usual, starting with my favorite dildo and progressively getting thicker and longer until I had opened myself up to the thickest dildo, I’ve ever been able to take (about 3.75 inches in diameter). This was aided by some sniffs of the poppers which relaxed my muscles and allowed me to open more. The depth feeling is incredible, and I used an 18-inch black toy to insert completely inside myself and could feel it max out at the top of my descending colon, just under my rib cage. I also used a 3-foot snake and with some effort and patience, I can get it past the top of the descending colon and run it along my transverse colon and feel it slide across my belly from left to right. Once it was completely inside, pulling it out and feeling as it wiggles it way along the entirety of my colon is mind blowing. After, I cleaned myself up, got dressed and rejoined my Princess in the living room.
I didn’t feel done, so I asked Her if She would fist me, and She agreed. Back in the sex room, She put on the long glove while I bent over the bed and because I was already so loosened up, She had no trouble pushing Her fist inside me and then pushing in all the way so that Her arm was buried to Her elbow in my wanting hole. This always feels incredible to me, but more than anything else we do to each other or that I do to myself, having Her arm elbow deep inside me, makes me feel completely open to Her and closer to Her than ever. This simple act that we do together is probably the greatest example of the level of trust and closeness that we have for each other. I give myself to Her completely, and She gives me amazing sensations that aren’t just physical, but emotional and mental. The intensity of these sensations creates spasms of release that sends waves of euphoria throughout my body and cause me to completely let go and open as I squirt all over the towel on the bed. Once She removes Her arm, I am spent, but so incredible fulfilled, it is hard to explain the sense of joy that I feel at that moment. I adore that She does this for me and leaves me wasted, spent, gaped open, out of breath, and soaking wet.
She also gave me a maintenance spanking on Monday morning that was yet again the best that She has given me. We agreed that I would not dictate the rhythm of Her smacks on my ass, and She would spank me in rapid succession and only stop when She wanted to. She did great and not only was it hard and rapid, but it was also longer than usual. I know She could sense that the pain at times was difficult for me to take, because She reminded me of our safe word. In addition to this being a weekly maintenance spanking, I’m sure She was more aggressive and punishing me because I mistreated Her on Thursday night and afterwards, I felt relieved and forgiven. She rubbed my sore, red hot ass before laying on top of me and holding me. I stood naked in front of Her, hugged Her and kissed Her and whispered an apology in Her ear. An incredibly connected moment for us, I think.
I said at the start of this post that it was a bit of a lost weekend, but the fisting and the spanking were epic for me. What did not happen is that we got too drunk on Monday to have sex and so neither of us had an orgasm. Last night we tried after drinking and although it was fun, we were both too drunk to cum. I did have a great time playing with Her asshole. Last night was one of those nights when She opened for me completely and I had three fingers inside Her and could have put more inside Her.
All that weekend play and everything that I’ve done this week to myself and Her, has left me very horny for Her. I’ve been experimenting with some new urethral toys She allowed me to buy and one of those things is a silicone sound that is hollow and has a bulb to inject air into my bladder and urethra. I am in love with this new toy, and it creates incredibly new sensations. I insert it in maybe an inch and give the bulb a few pumps of air inside myself. I feel the air drive all the way down my urethra and then push inside my bladder. Once I remove it, some of the air immediately escapes, creating dick farts that feel intense at the end of my cock. Then when I sit to pee on the toilet, I can push the remaining air out and feel as it works its way down my urethra and out of my cock with vibrating dick farts that feel great. I’m really enjoying the sounding and urethra/bladder stretching. I’d still like to introduce Her to sounding me and other CBT and I wonder if She’d have interest in being sounded.
All worked up this week, I broke a rule this morning and played with toys without permission. After my Princess had gone to work, I edged twice and that just made me hornier. In the shower, I soaped my hand and opened my asshole up using four fingers, giving myself a deep stretch while just being able to tickle my prostate with the tip of my index finger. After, using the handle of the glass squeegee, I fucked myself. After the shower play, I wasn’t done yet and used three toys before cleaning myself up and getting ready for work. It was probably worth whatever punishment I will get.
I awoke with a great hard-on this morning and as I lay there slowly massaging my cock and feeling every inch of its hardness, I thought back on the erotic dreams I had all night. I don’t remember everything, but I do remember bits and pieces and throughout the night, I awoke after certain parts of the dreams with an erection. At one point in my dream, my Princess was naked in front of Her bathroom mirror getting ready after a shower. Looking at me approaching Her naked from behind in the mirror, She bent over slightly, pulled open Her ass checks to expose Her gorgeous little asshole and pussy. She didn’t have to say a word, I knew what She expected me to do, so I knelt down in back of Her, held Her ass in my hands and drove my tongue in and out of Her asshole while She squealed with joy. Another similar dream, She was naked on the bed with Her ass high in the air and I was pounding away at Her pussy with a dildo, while She furiously rubbed Her clit. One hand ramming in and out of Her with the dildo, the other hand had several fingers probing and stretching open Her asshole. Quickly, She reached a crescendo and as She spasmed with orgasmic convulsions, She squirted all over me. I opened my mouth to catch the squirt and drank Her juice, gulping it down like a can of cold beer on a hot summer day. I think at that point I awoke and because the dream was so vivid, I can remember back to it clearly.
I don’t remember each of the other dreams that I had throughout the night, but I know that they were of a similar theme and they played out like vignettes in a movie storyline throughout the night, one right after another, always with the same result, me awake with an erection.
I can guess that having the opportunity to rub and suck on Her toes, giving Her a face massage, and getting pee panties last night, led to the dreams, and have left me in an incredibly horny state today. I’ve not had an orgasm in two weeks, and I can feel the need building. I’d imagine my Princess has the same need since I don’t think she’s orgasmed in two weeks wither. Even though I didn’t have an orgasm, I did relieve a bit of pressure this morning with approved shower play. I brought my favorite dildo and a tunnel plug in the shower. Before climbing in and getting started, I greased my hole with Vasoline. Not wasting any time, I jumped in the shower, stuck the dildo to the wall, soaped my asshole and the dildo and rammed it in. I rode it slowly rocking back and forth against the wall, Starting with it buried all the way in to where my ass cheeks felt the cold of the shower wall and my hole could feel the balls at the end of the shaft, I slowly pulled all the way out before ramming it in completely, over and over again, slowly driving it in, then pulling it all the way out until I could feel the head of the penis shaped dildo exit just slightly. The whole time, in and out, the head of the penis rubbed against my prostate. The slow rhythm and sensations that were building in me, brought me to a point of pure euphoria. To push me over the edge, I snapped the dildo off the wall and began pounding it into myself hard and fast, stopping only briefly as my anal orgasm peaked and then subsided, leaving me pushing and gaping against the dildo. Once the waves passed, I went back to pounding away and reached that point over again maybe six times in total before having to stop from exhaustion. I pulled the dildo out and plugged myself with the tunnel plug before finishing my shower and getting out.
Once I had dried off, I took a picture of the tunnel plug in my ass. I’ve always wanted to see inside myself but have never been able to create a picture that shows the inside, and this picture didn’t really work either. Maybe a goal for my Princess and I to create one day during play using a speculum. Regardless, I finished getting ready, put on the lacy red panties She picked out, filled my blader with air, plugged my cock and ass, and attached nipple suckers before heading out to work. I’ve been working my way through my panty collection trying not to repeat and I still have a long way to go, but eventually I’ll have worked through them all, tossed the ones that are ripped or lost elastic, and put together my favorites. I’m doing something similar with the butt plugs and working through the collection to give my Princess new options each week. Today She picked my small “Squarepeg Egg”, and although it’s the smaller of the two I have, it is still very girthy at the neck and filling. As usual, when I’m that filled up with silicone sound in my cock, and this time with my bladder full of air, the pleasure, pressure, and intensity of all that is happening to me is overwhelming and by the time I got to work, I had to pull everything out and relief the air.
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